[ She had been at the forge, when she saw Teresa's arrival. She had wanted to check up on things, while Blade was recovering still.

She's fairly certain she dented the scrap she threw at the wall when Teresa told her they were watching her. Lapis can deal with a lot, she can, but... Not this. Not the thing she was dreading most staring her in her fucking face.

There isn't much of an opening to this message, but considering what's happening Jinwoo will probably know what it's about - the tremble in her voice will give it away anyway. ]

I... spoke to Teresa. She said my growth were of "keen interest" to them. I thought... I didn't think I was...

[ All she did was kill, like everyone else in the fucking Order, so why- ]

I feel sick.