[ he's going to look up from where he's got a few items set out on the kitchen table--Kasaka's Venom fang, the magic trinket that Lapis had gotten him for Christmas--anything that he can find in his belongings that could help in the struggle to come.
He'd never been to Asgard, so he has no idea what to expect, other than what his friends and fellow rebels had told him.

He lifts his head up to look at Lapis again, after a moment. ]

Scared I think is pretty normal. We're going up against the whole Order. The people who've been controlling our lives for years.
I can't even imagine what they're capable of, much less what kind of shit We're walking into.

It isn't going to be like one of my movies where we walk in, a mob, and take over.

I keep worrying that we might lose some people.
I can come back to life if it happens to me, but. [ he reaches over, touching Lapis' arm. The one that'd gotten severed not even a month ago. ]

But there's no turning back now.